New Moon Quickie!

Ugh, Stephenie Meyer's been bugging me like a swollen rash in the patookie. She's been being all tight-lipped about New Moon. =/

but have no fear!

FOR YAU IS HERE! 8D

I managed to dig up some juicy New Moon gossip AND PICTURES so don't go away just yet ;D

WARNING: POTENTIAL SPOILERS AHEAD.

New Moon movie script.*CLICK CLICK* See that big round blue button that says 'DOWNLOAD'? Click it, sista, you know you wanna. It's the freakin' full script, yo.

Stephenie Meyer isn't denying the fact it's real and given some recent incident...I say, both stories entwine around each other pretty well which leads us to a few plausible theories.

1. Anna Kendrick is an idiot.
2. The lady who found the script in the dumpster is BIG FAT liar.(she said she returned the scipt untouched by the hands of ravenous Twilight Freaks like me)
3. The script she found in the dumpster is the one you're about to read.

In other words,

SCRIPT IS REAL.

My comments, I think the script is good considering I actually finished reading all 90 something pages without skipping a word.However, Sister Dearest begged to differ. She has Super Memory so she spotted even the slightest of difference between the book and the script.Me? I donst got no Supa Memoreh so it seemed purfect tuh meh.

Okie dokes, time to see some eye candeh.^^

Quilleute tribe

Ooooo~ they've got some kinda insignia on their triceps and why's that guy on the far right so...scrawny? Reminds me of R-Patz. Blek.

R-Patz.(is that a 6 pack I see?)

Still ugly, nonetheless.Not that I'm any less uglier,tho.8D

*salivates**hyperventilates*Words cannot express my lust to caress this man's bona fide muscles in it's indiputable splendid glory. WHY ISN'T HE AN UNDERWEAR MODEL!?!?!?!

Da-yum, he's mtfk-ing hot.

Blek.I hope they don't have something going on.

VIDEOS!!!!!!!!!!

New Moon teaser trailer.


Dontcha think Jacob looks kinda like a Siberian Husky?

I'm kinda dissapointed...=/.Why can't he look like some ferocious psycho-looking mutt?

On a brighter note....^^

Get this,R-Patz got a SIX-PACK!!!!

Rejoice,ladies,rejoice for they are authentic!No bronzers/CGI there.

Toodles~!

Just for fun.

I'm bored. What you want me to do?

I hate this layout.. It's pink and girly and pink and...girly..Not to mention Pink!

Why did you do this Yau? Why? I'm ashamed to blog on this..thing?

I would change it..but nah. if you want it pink, so be it. =(

So, how's life people?

Me? I got into a fight.. Maybe I'll post about it on my blog later.. Stay tuned ;)

I like that pic. A kiss right there?

Credits to..Christine, I think?

A Moment of Embrace =D

Hello, world. I just got back from fantasy world.

It was like "BAM!"...back to reality.Oh wells.

For today, I shall be talking about hugs =)

Hugs. I wish we hugged more in Malaysia.

I think we're too conservative.

If we were to hug a friend out of the blue, we'd received unwelcoming stares that go... O.O

Isn't that hurtful and sad? =(

I think we lack that human touch.

The human touch which calms, reassures, connects, sparks feelings, invites security, shows we care and most importantly, shows we love.

When you give a hug, you...

...calm the incoherent and bring them back to the world of coherence
"There,there...it's okay.I'm here for you."

...reassure the questioning heart

Let's face it, sometimes we need reassurance to calm our worrying minds.We question if that dude still wants to be friends with me after our fight or if our parents still care about us.A simple hug would send those worries apacking.

...connect with the people around you.
Not only does communication come in the form of speech,it also comes in the form of body language.Just a simple pat on the shoulder could send millions of types of messages.It could mean "Hi there,buddy ol' pal!" or "I care about you.What's wrong?" See?You don't even need to open your mouth. Imagine what full-on body contact could do!

...might gain yourself a new girl or guy and you don't even feel awkward cuz you believe in hugging people openly and you're not afraid to show it=D (We gotta admit,in Malaysia, people would normally go "What? Hug? Ermmm.. okay.." if a hug were to be proposed.How sad.)Ahh...imagine if everyone were to be open. Free hugs galore!

...could reign in all that insecurity in your friend, tie it up, and help your friend throw it away.
You restore security in them.They feel safe, protected because they feel your pressence more than ever when being hugged.Your hug is the biggest reassurrance you could ever give them to prove that you are there for them and that nothing more can go wrong. A blind man isn't able to distinguish an apple from a bunch of pears with a mere touch with the tip of his finger.However, he 'sees' the apple once he gently cradles the fruits in his palm one by one.

...show your concern over someone.
You show your concern to give them the gift of happiness, vanquish all misery and warm the cold out of their nervous, jittery fingers.

....show you loveeeeee
I don't even need to elaborate on that."Love!Love!Love!Makes the world go round!"-Bubbles from Powahpuffgurls.

So give a hug today.It could be anyone.Even me.^^Hugs are welcomed as long as you aren't stickeh or smelleh XD

Won't you give Yau a hug?

Toodles~!

Deer in The Headlights.

HELP University College. 11:15 a.m.

"Hunting for sport is morally wrong."

Whether we won or lost, don't ask. Find out for yourself.



Just let me curl up in my own little corner to lick my wounds.

I've been badly wounded and have robbed a few of their rights today.

I've learned from experience that picking a scab too soon would cause it to bleed again.

So please, leave my wounds be for awhile.

Perhaps once they have healed, anyone will be allowed to 'touch' them and it won't hurt for me anymore.

Maybe we can even laugh together someday at how silly and stupid I was to allow myself to get such wounds.

Of course, once the wounds have healed, there will always be scars to serve as a reminder.

Bye.

Tale of The Insomniac.

10:35...1:32...3:14..5:23..."WAKE UP!!WAKE UP!!!", shrieked the alarm clock.Her vision blurred as she tried to contain the tears welling up in her eyes but to no avail.She reluctantly let them roll down her cheeks, drenching her face in the process.Frustrated and yearning to see her friends at school,she buried her face in her palms , hoping that memories of her sleepless nights and school-les days would disappear and become just a nightmare of the past.She cursed under her breath and hissed," There goes another day at school."

English?Okay.

I haven't been sleeping well for the past 4 days.Everyday my alarm rings at 6 A.M. and I proceed to punch my pillow mercilessly because I realize I didn't sleep through the night and I will be too tired to go to school=( I don't know if it's insomnia or what but it's definitely taking a toll on my immune system. My hands are freezing in the afternoon(12 PM!!!) and I'm giving out cold sweat in broad daylight.

Yesterday I was delighted at the prospect of sleeping through the night because Mother agreed to give me sleeping pills but alas, this morning, to my disdain, I found out I'm immune to sleeping pills.To make matters worse, I hafta run for 400m finals today.WHOOPDEEDOO.

X gi skolah in the morning.In the afternoon, instead of going to the doctor's, I came to school to faint in the hot Sun =) Well,not literally.

Bee,Cheryl,Christine,Jarrod, Jeremy, I miss you guys terribly.I just feel so fustrated and angry at myself cuz I can't come to school to see you guys.Today when I came back to school for running, everything seemed so normal.How I wish I was a part of normal. I want to hug all of you but I have a feeling it's better I restrain myself from doing so.=/ Do you miss me? ='( I hate MSN so that's not counted.

Back to 400m! I fainted. After I finished la.Cuz I came to an abrupt stop after running like crap.

Wan Hong. Me

"*grabs my shoulder* Hui Min,you did blablabla =D...blablabalabla..Are you okay?"

"Huh? What? I'm good,I'm good. *falls backwards*"

Yup,I fainted at the end and had a few rare blackouts(doesn't normally happen!) while running =S but I sure felt good! 8D Cuz I knew I got a lot faster compared to last year by training 3 km everyday whenever the weather permits for a month.Chehwah, syok sendiri XD Still, pretty embarrassing how I got last.Oh well,all that training was definitely worth it^^

Oh yeah, thank you, Bonnie Ng Sze Min,Nat Khoo and Wan Hong for not letting me die =D I was very well taken care of by you luvly people.

Precautions I've Learned So I Won't Faint or Blackout While Running

1. Stretch your legs before running so sprinting will feel more comfortable. If your buttocks hurt, STOP. You have over-stretched your muscles and risk pulling a muscle.
   
2. Always try to get adequate sleep before a sports event.Not sleeping enough will weaken your body immune system like in my case.
   
3. NEVER come to an abrupt stop after sprinting.Doing so will cause you to faint.Instead,gradually slow down your pace to a slow walk.
   
4. NEVER sit down while your pulse is above 100 per minute.When someone faints like in my case, it's better to make them continue standing by supporting them .Sitting will cause them to faint AGAIN.
   
5. Eat cuz eating is fun! 8D

School was so fun today cuz I actually got to BE in school.Of course, my buddies Jarrod and Christine are an added bonus^^Oh yeah, my pants got 'soiled' when I fell down while fainting if ya get what I mean ;D *sigh* but things took a turn for the worse(okay,exaggerated) when I came home.

Jun Min,my 10 year-old brother.Mother.Me

"MOOooOOOmm!Hui Min fainteeed today!"

"See la! Everyday don't wanna eat a balanced diet!That's why you're so weak! That's why you faint!You're such a problem child!Wanna sleep oso got problem!Such a problematic child!"

"That's not why i fainted!I fainted because I abruptly...."

"Eh,you stop denying la! You're just weak,okay? Stop giving your silly excuses!"

What a supportive mother.*sigh* Maybe she was in a bad mood.I'm gonna pretend she said this.

"Hams, it's okay that you lost.*pats my head* What's important is that we both know you worked very hard, right?Since the 1st place runner was only 2 metres ahead of you, you can always train everyday for the next 12 months.You've been training for the past month,what's another 12?Besides, this is 400m ,not difficult to catch up one.Try again next year, okay? =D"

Lastly,to Red House, I'm sorry for not winning and letting myself fall ill .I tried my best today.I just wasn't feeling well =/ I promise I'll get gold next year =)

Toodles~!

To each their own perception.

Recently, I found some food for thought on Marcus' blog.

Perception.

What does it mean?

1. The effect or product of perceiving.
2. Psychology

• Recognition and interpretation of sensory stimuli based chiefly on memory.
• The neurological processes by which such recognition and interpretation are effected.
• Insight, intuition, or knowledge gained by perceiving.
• The capacity for such insight.

-Dictionary.com

To make it simple,it's what your mind concludes about something.

''Oh,I love her red high heels.''

''THIS IS F***ING BAD!!!I'M GONNA F***ING FAIL!!F*** YOU!!F*** THE WORLD!!!''

''Oh dear,it looks like it's gonna rain.=S Oh well ^-^'' *continues sipping coffee*

''So what if I'm different? So what if I'm weird? As long as I'm happy, I can rule the world!!!''

''I'm a freakin' FAILURE.I got 2 C's.Leave me ALONE.''

Marcus Lim said '' Thus,ladies and gentlemen ,we DO live in a neutral world.What gives an object or event it's good property is OUR PERCEPTION!''

Everything in this world,it's neither bad nor good.It ALWAYS begins as neutral.

Yes indeed,I believe we do live in a neutral world.Neutral is boring? Well,that's what YOU are for!To add some spice to your life! There's sorrow, envy, wrath ,happiness ,excitement , love and loads more! I personally like adding a dash TON of optimism to my life^^

''Nothing is either good or bad but thinking makes it so.''-Soo Hui Li's MSN personal message

Hahahaha.She's been using the same pm for the past 11 months.But, Hui Li,I'm curious.Do you REALLY believe in it? Wait, that's redundant.You do believe you believe in it but do you apply it to your life?If yes,how? I'd love to know ;)

My dears,exams have just ended ,haven't day?

With that being said,I'd love to share with you a story.

Post-Exam Period.

My favourite time of the year for observing perceptions!Audible expressions(F words) are bountiful(ample,a lot?) which makes it all the more amusing to watch^^

We're moments away from getting our year-end exam results.Tension is in the air.Our emotional control is experiencing its weakest point.Will I drop class? Will I get top 10 in class like I aimed?

Ahh that one tell you later.I don't wanna talk about my reaction right now.I'd like to talk about others.

Imagine it.Your class just got your results on the last day of school. Everyone's crowding around your teacher.A vile stench fills the air.The stench wafts in the air,rolls between tables and finally settles in your nostrils.Wassat u say? Body odour XD

What?Boys sweat a lot when they're nervous =/

I can see it.Can you?

''F#CK!F#CK!F#CK!F#CK THIS BLARDY PAPER!''

''Whoopie!I got number 1 again! Harhar I beat euu!''

''What?I can't believe I got this....I studied KH as much as Sejarah..''

''No,no.There must be something wrong.I'm a genius.I'm gonna beat all of you.I'm gonna find Pn. Aminah.''

''Aww damnit.Only 91 for Science...I aimed 95+.Now I won't get RM15 from my tuition teacher...''

''Damnit.Next year sure drop class.F#ck this shit la.''

''Don't care about exam.Bye-bye Matahari.Eddie Cahill.Eddie Cahill.Eddie Cahill.''

"I studied very hard!I'm definitely correct!This teacher is stupid!I'm always right! 8["

Fascinating, ain't it?

No? Well, we all have our personal opinions.

Those who did badly,I don't think I saw an ounce of optimism in anyone 10 minutes past getting their results.But that's only 10 minutes of making their lives miserable.I don't think it's fatal.

How did I do and react?

Oh,I find it really amusing looking back~~~~

Chan Xian Ting scurried past me and came to a halt after she recognised my face.

''Yau, you got 35 in class.You did badly cuz you FAILED your art.They're counting with Grade Point Average.Omg,I got 27,I think I'm gonna drop class.''

You can drop class with 27?

''Wth??? But they've never used GPA system before! What the crap?!''

*frantically heads towards teacher's office with Christine,Bee & Cheryl.*

''NO WAY.NO WAY.NO WAY .I have never done so badly before!I want to bloody see it for myself.''

Seriously,I ALWAYS stay in the teens.I've been working hard and have stayed among the creme de la creme for the past two years!35 was a really big blow for me.I found it really hard to believe.Sorry for lanc-ing.It was rlly harsh =(

*reached office**found result slip**scanned for seni visual*

SVK-36% (E)

Kedudukan dalam kelas-35

''Wtf! I don't believe I failed my seni! * starts tearing* 35! My mom's gonna be so angry...='( I'm gonna see Pn. Chan and demand for a remark!That bitch is gonna die''

Difference between mid-term and year-end

Aaron Soh-1st to 7th

Cheryl Anne-6th to 18th

me-14th to 35th

Christine Kuan-8th to 25th

Yeah,all of us were pretty much devastated.There was a lot of yelling and ''I demand an explanation!''s

But,the story doesn't end there.Turned out SVK didn't stand for seni visual.It stood for SIVIK.I failed my sivik,not my seni and everyone knows sivik doesn't count in position so yeah,they had to re-do everything.I jumped 14 places.

21 is still the worst I've ever gotten but ahh oh well,there's always next year.'Sides,I would've worked harder for my grades instead of aiming for 90s.If only I knew...

''You know you're able to move on and get over something once you're able to say oh well.''-Somewhere la

True,no?

Moral of the story.

It's okay to be negative about something for awhile but don't go overboard.

Ahh damnit,went off-topic.Back to PERCEPTION.

There basically only two simple categories for perception.

Positive.

Negative.

I don't think it's very difficult to differentiate those two but if you really don't get it...

I don't like vegetables.

I like coffee.

There ya go.

Maybe I want to believe I'm the Ultimate Master of all thing happy and positive so ya know,whatever.So what if it's self-proclaimed?I know I'm happier than you but then again,personal opinion.

What I'm trying to say is I think I kinda know when it's best to stay positive and when we can let go a little.

People always question my happiness & optimism.Why?Is it a crime being positive?

Seriously, do you think YOU can afford to always be negative in life?

Quite frankly,I don't think so.I'm sorry to all the emos out there but I just can't see why you always have to go on harping about how miserable your life is.

Situation 1(really happened): Random girl drowns me in a sea of F words for answering her question during mid-term

GirlMe

*takes a seat*

"How much did you get for your KH?"

"70.I didn't do too well."

''Fvck!Fvck!Fvck!Fvck!Fvck you!You don't even blardy do your homework!!!Fvck this paper!!!"

I seriously fail to understand that person and it's not like she even said it jokingly.She looked so...angry like I killed her mother or something.Like wth is her problem???I just answered her question.No,I don't remember stabbing her with a pencil.It's not like I even did well anyway..=/

Can you see how VERY negative perceptions affect your life and the people around you?

In this case,people get a bad impression of her and she earns herself a reputation of being really volatile(explosive) and no one likes a sour puss.

On a side note, Mataharians,most of us overreact too much.I've seen it happen I dunno, too many times?

''Arghhhhhh!I fvcking failed my Geo!!''

When in actual fact,you got a C.I didn't know C's stood for fail =/

Btw,yelling you failed is annoying when you really didn't.It's just like telling the world you struck a big lottery but in actual fact,it's just RM20.

See how much you overreact and exaggerate?

So stop it.It's negative perception and it annoys people.

Situation 2: Your friend just spread a fake rumor about you .You're upset that she betrayed and backstabbed you.Watcha gonna do about it?

Firstly,this is more of a girl thing.Do guys backstab each other as much as girls?

NegativePositive

You decide to get your sweet revenge by spreading fake rumors about her too.

You decide to let it go and tell yourself that somehow she won't be able to resist gossiping about her other friends for long and that one day,they too will witness her true colours.

Effect.

By spreading rumors about her too,it makes you no different from her.No, don't tell yourself she deserves it cuz she's mean.You see,that's what revenge does.It makes you become conniving,manipulative,deceitful and an unforgiving bitch.Why? Well,revenge is sweet and it poisons you at the same time just like...

SWEETS.

It poisons your body.
Sweet revenge, it poisons your soul.

Sweet revenge is addictive and after awhile,you too turn into a bitch yourself.When your friends tell you to change,you tell them you're incorrigible(cannot be changed) cuz you were "born like that".

Don't say that.It's a very negative perception on yourself.You'll just keep losing your friends one by one.It's your choice to learn it the hard way.

People say it's the right thing to do but do you have the patience to do it? I say GO FOR IT.Trust me,I've witnessed it first hand.It took months but my bitch really ended up losing her friends permanently.They can never get permanent friends,always getting new ones by gossiping.Learn from the bitch's mistake.Becoming evil(through revenge) will repulse any friends of yours.

Situation 3:You.Office environment.Boss.

Emo.Moping around.Pessimistic.Negative.Slack.Give stupid excuses when late.

Happy.Always busy.Optimistic.Positive.Hardworking.Always on time.

Effect.

Your boss hates you.Your company is losing money cuz of you.You should get fired.

You'll feel a strong sense of self-confidence because you always have a positive outlook on life.Nothing can bring you down cuz you feel like you're on top of the world! Oh and your boss loves you and you get a higher pay.

Situation 4:You think your body doesn't have enough curves/your boobs aren't big enough/you're not muscular enough/you're too fat etc.

Everyday you look at the mirror and tell yourself your thighs are too big.During Psychical Education you tell yourself you wish you had her legs,her boobs and her smile.In the changing room,you tell your friends you're too fat. Why do you do this? All you're achieving is reassuring yourself that you're ugly and by insulting your body ,you're tremendously pulling down your self-esteem.Why are you the one with the biggest impact on yourself?

''No one can insult you without your consent.''-Yau Kok Fai

People can never hurt your feelings without your consent because you need to agree with them first and that's YOUR decision, not theirs.Thus,ONLY YOU have the power to insult yourself making you become your own worst enemy.

Furthermore,insulting your body while being in the presence of your friends would make them feel obliged to insult themselves too to make you feel better.They may not realize it but they too our pulling down their self-esteem.

Look at the mirror everyday and tell yourself you're beautiful.Tell yourself to stop being so negative.Nothing's sexier than a confident girl ,no?

I've sure got a big thing against negativeness, don't I ?

Positiveness.

What's my verdict?

NONE.NIL.NADA.

Really,what could ever go wrong with being positive? Not letting yourself succumb to evil thoughts(murder,revenge,torture) , when-there's-a-will-there's-a-way attitude , always smiling and loads more.What more could you ask for?

The only people against it are probably negative old scrooges *snickers* but life isn't very fun for them now ,is it? Complaining ,harping ,telling themselves they're dead meat.Oh yeah,really FANTASTIC lives they lead.

Ladies and gentlemen,I hope I've written enough to enlighten you on the perks of being positive-minded.My only wish when I wrote this was to help people experience life's precious moments by being positive.I just see so many negative people in my life and I want to help them change.I want to help them smile =).I WANNA ELIMINATE ALL NEGATIVENESS IN THE WORLD 8D!!!!!

Absurd?Well,to each their own perception^^

Remember,it's never too late.

It took me 3 years to build back my confidence cuz being different wasn't easy but it's all been worth it^^

YAU'S POSITIVE RULES

1.Never say you can't change.

2.Don't say you don't know how to.

3.Tell yourself you CAN do it ,somehow and no matter how long it takes, you'll keep trying because when there's a will,there's a way.

4.When talking in your head or audibly, always try to say can,do,shall,will instead of can't,don't,shan't,won't.Somehow, just try to avoid saying negative words.Twist your sentence.Use your brain. Anything negative, just zone it out.

Sorry for grammatical errors and typos.It's 5:30 AM.

P.S-Can anyone give me a verdict on being positive?Sohaico ,that doesn't include you.

EDIT: Marcus replied citing ALWAYS being positive is not good. Well, I completely agree. Of course you need to balance negative and positive but how many of you actually keep it balanced?

Another thing he pointed out is how overly positive people like me tend to get blinded in life.

Tushé, my friend, tushé ;)

Over Positive People.

• Over Positive people fail to improve because they are blinded by their flaws.
• The think they can handle every situation and solve every problem.
• Yes they accept critics with open minds, and they overcome it.
• Then when they do, they become confident and good about themselves.Feeling confident boost self-esteem, which then boost EGO.Which then leads to blindness.

-Marcus Lim

Toodles~!

So,I have this fabulous new thing...

It's colourful,it's pretty and most importantly,it's a BALL!!!!


I always did have a thing for colourful round objects^^

Behold!My ball!

You shall fear in it's presence!

Or woe shall betide you all!!!!

''Ooo...*squeeze*Why is it hard?''-Amanda Leong, during math tuition

''What is this?''-Joshua,Jonathan's twin,SMKBU3,during science tuition

HAHAHAHAHAH.Idiots.

It's called a spherical handphone keychain.

Ohohhoh!

I also have a thing for ladybugs!

I remember..a loooong,long time ago,at the age of 9 I used to spend my time(an hour each day) catching ladybugs while waiting for my sister after school.

Aaahh...good times,good times. Them ladybugs came in the thousands!There were swarms of them everywhere! I used to find them in a 30 metre stretch of bushes in my primary school and I used to cover my ears while ladybug-hunting cuz Mother said I'd go deaf if they went in XD.

I also made the most unlikely friends while catching ladybugs^^ 3 Malay boys...barely spoke English.But we all shared one common ground, ladybugs. Imagine the excitement in our hearts when we flipped a leaf and spotted a ladybug.'' Eh Yau!!Kat sini! Ku jumpa ledibag la!'' Then the four of us would fight each other to get our hands on it XD.

Since then,I haven't seen another ladybug hitherto :S

Have YOU seen a ladybug before?

After their absence for such a long time,sometimes I wonder if all those years were just my imagination...

Oh well.

Hhmm...I wonder what ladybugs eat.Maybe I can breed them...

My idea maaan^^'Tard next to me was unoriginal

Did you notice I also have ladybugs on my handphone strap?

Toodles~!